October 20, 2009
And it is the end of acting.. I had fun watching the rest performing only to be splashed by red wine at the end of the performance - darn! luckily I am not wearing Ys's blazer - if not..... Had great fun - thanks Fiona for video-ing our performance =) at least a form of keepsake which I could show to my kids in the future.. =P
Moving out of Hampden House.. Moving over with the sisters to Wembly where we will be neighbour with kor and housemates with nettnett.. It will be pretty different and will be exciting if kor manages to buy GUITAR HERO! (time to pyscho him into doing that).. 4 crazy girls and 1 crazy guy living in close proximity.. We will be closer to Subi, Northbridge and Leederville yet further away from Uni, Broadway, Kongs, IGA and familiar grounds. kinda not looking forward for certain personal reasons yet feeling the excitment in my heart. We shall see how it goes next sem then..
Sch's ending soon.. crazy packing and settling the house before going home.. looking forward! =)
6:15 PM
October 11, 2009
I've heard a tale that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves.
How many times has he broken that promise?
It has never been done
Well I never climbed the highest mountain,
but I walked the hill of calvary
And just to be with you I'll do anything,
there's no price I would not pay, no
Just to be with you I will give everything.
I would give my life away.
Yeaaaa
I've heard it said that a man would swim an ocean
Just to be with the one he loves.
But all of those dreams are an empty emotion
It can never be done.
Well I never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea
And just to be with you I'll do anything,
there's no price I would not pay, no
and just to be with you I would give everything.
I would give my life away.
Yeaaaa
And I know that you don't understand the fullness of my love
How I died upon the Cross for your sin
And I know that you don't realize how much that I give you
And I promise I would do it all again
Just to be with you I've done everything
There's no price I did not pay, no
Just to be with you I gave everything
Yes I gave my life away.
Yeaaaaa
Just to be with you
Oh, just to be with you (3x)
To the Mission Field I will go and do everything I can for You.
To the Kids, I will give my all for them and do Your Will.
Because for me, You have given Your all... =)
10:58 PM
October 9, 2009
This caught my eyes - it was my feelings then but we grow up. Both of us will grow up and out of it.....
The silent way people drift apart, the way the secret smiles fade. The fights end in crying with no one to hold you. the way your world seems to collapse, but you know this isn’t the way its supposed to be.
YELLING AT HIM TO FIX IT. even though you know you did more damage than he did.
After the break up, the feeling of betray as you look at another guy. Knowing you shouldn’t be looking, you don’t belong to them. knowing he still doesn’t look at anyone but you.
When you hang out, the way his eyes watch yours,the way they say sorry, the way you know he wants to kiss you and make all the pain go away. Trying your hardest not to cry because he refuses to become a couple together.
Being completely in love with him. and him with you.
Being best friends.
Him thinking he is not good enough, so he wants you to find someone that is.
You refusing to find someone else because you want him.
The complications. The tears. The heartache.
The feeling of love through it all.
And just sometimes....
And so i wonder if you do still think about me.
And so i wonder if you do still love me inside somewhere.
And so i wonder if there will ever be another chance for us to tie the knot and never let go.
And so i wonder.
And so i wonder.
I never got the chance to say thank you. I know I'll never be given the chance to apologize even though I've apologized millions of times (i assure you i can apologize a million more just for you. let me apologize. I don't want to carry this burden anymore). i don't think i'll ever have the chance to do so. wherever you are. i hope sooner or later maybe someday,everything will be okay again.
3:23 PM
September 30, 2009
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
sick with the irritating running nose and aching body kinda sick.. =(
thanks for the heartfelt concern and love.
..
5:45 PM
September 24, 2009
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
You are my wonderwall..
~~~ Oasis
The song repeatedly playing in my head..
1:38 PM
September 20, 2009
There are certain people who come into your life, and leave a mark… their place in your heart is tender; a bruise of longing, a pulse of unfinished business. just hearing their names pushes and pulls at you in a hundred ways, and when you try to define those hundred ways, describe them even to yourself, words are useless.
2:10 PM
September 14, 2009
No more memories, no more silent tears
No more gazing across the wasted years
Help me say 'Goodbye'
11:26 AM
One week of slacking - of celebrating my bday and having the most fun night with the dears, playing wii games till the wee hours of the day (thanks neighbours for the electricity, the food, the drinks and the company), going to swan valley with the cellies, sleeping late and waking up late and sleeping in the whole day with squashiee, watching 'the ultimatum' but still at episode 10 ('slowpoke'), eating a lot of random stuffs etc etc etc etc.. 1 day before sch starts and I realise - shit, I have assignment due when sch reopen.. shitshitshitshit.. no more slacko days.. time to work hard..
Awesome sermon today - concerning problems in life - "don't nurse it, don't curse it, don't rehearse it.. but immerse it then reverse it".. =) You have not only answered my question but have already done it on me.. I am gonna move on and live the Way You want me to..
12:13 AM
September 11, 2009
hi stranger, how are u?
10:21 PM
September 9, 2009
thanks my beloved ophe, my darling neighbours - ys and zy, my nett-nett, my friends who remembered my bday, my sis for sending me this beautiful wallet from singapore (i know what u want me to do), my family for calling me and wishing me and special thanks to kor who made this day possible and unforgettable.. =) I am officially 22 and getting older.. =(
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