October 30, 2007

i am a bad gal!!! sigh sigh.. make him angry today and the worst thing is i dunno wad to say to make him not so angry cos the incident is partly my fault... sigh sigh!!! lesson 1 learnt today.. he bought me a little bear after that whole incident.. shd think twice b4 doing something next time!!

ooohh.. started studying for my exams!!! coming soon!! then i will be going hommmeee!!! yay!!! looking forwardd!!!

7:41 PM

October 29, 2007

WE ARE DONE WITH SW!!! No more SW for the rest of the sem!!! HURRAY HURRAY!!!! went chilliz (lunch) and Nandos (dinner) to celebrate with him.. hahahahaha.. and slept the rest of the day away!!!! gonna watch some scary films later to de stress and of cos, drink drink drink!!!! hahahaha... me and squasshiiieee!!! ahahha... 3 Social workers rushing essays like nobody's business!!! hahaha.. love u guys to bits!!!!!!!!

8:28 PM

GET HIGH!! time to get high!! finish my last essay!! can't slp!hahaa... boy boy sleeping so soundly and i am madly typing away!! feel so bad that he got to stay up late with me so i forced him to slp and he slept so soundly.. hahha.. coolness!!! can chill the whole of tmr and then got to start preparing for exams!!! ooohh.. we made doritos for dinner today cos someone was knocked out.. haha.. sleep the moment he step into the room and didnt wake up till dinner was over.. we were hungry so we made doritos!! yummmy!! hahha.. and watched Scrub while eating dinner... we slacked for 2 hrs before i carried on with my essay.. haha.. and he made mocha for me! sweeeeet!!!

coke and poke!!! sqaushhie and ratan and me!!! the SOCIAL-LAST MIN WORK, OUT OF TUNE CHRISTMAS OPERAS,DRANK TOO MUCH COKE, LAUGH TOO MUCH-WORKERS.. YAY!! WE ARE DONE BABES!!!!!!!

2:57 AM

October 27, 2007

exams over for him... essays not over for me.. exams not over for me!! haha.. sorryy!! still cannot enjoy!!!! oopppsiiieee!! he is staying longer.. yay!! happinesss.. but feel bad for his family and friends back there who are gonna miss him for a few more days... sigh.... he is stress yesterday over his exam and we went retail therapy.. choose clothes for him and got him to try childish clothes.... he bought a cap and a bottom.. and we were both tired in the end.. decide to go back hostel to eat cos i still got to go church and he has exam the next day.. was so shacked out in pam's car that i slept my way to church.. and almost slept my way thru Words but i managed to keep myself awake till the end... ate pizzas and ice cream !!! SAW HAILSTORMS!!! we are such idiots la.. never see hailstorm before then superly excited.. LIKE REAL EXCITED!! went out in the cold jus to touch the ice that falls down... WAHHAHAHA.. fun though... BUT super COLD!!! FUNNY SIGHT: we saw seagulls who cant fly properly because the wind is tooo strong!!! AND WE LAUGH AT THEM..damn bad of us la!!! but we cannot help it!!

okay.. i am rambling!!! my thoughts are like everywhere now.. coke is harmful for brain and body!! beware... too much will cause u to go crazy!! we cant stop laughing even when we are tired!!! love squasshiiee.. she makes us laugh sooo much la... both of us are high on coke now.. COKE COKE COKE COKE>>POKE POKE POKE POKE>>>okay. shd stop.. i am seriously still high after a week of NOT SLPING!!!!

ONE MORE TO GO!!! JIA YOU SQUASSHIE AND RATAN!!! WE CAN DO IT!!!!!! cheers cheers cheersssss

11:25 AM

October 25, 2007

i amm soooo stressss!!!!! sooo many essaysss to writeeeeeee!!!! done with 2 and a half and left 1 and a half essays to go!!! sooo sick of looking at microsoft words and typing the night away already!!! sick of surviving on coke and water only.. sick of going to slp and waking up 1 hr later just to continue writing essays.. sick of gonna run to school and look for the correct place to hand in my essay (i still dunno which place to hand in which essay)!!! sick of reading and reading and reading soo many books and articles and highlighting and understanding etc etc etc!!! boohoohooo.. time passes so fast!!! i wan it to stoppppp!!!!! can't study in my room!! bed is sooo inviting.. thanks dear for letting me use your room till soooo late... need to get out of my room and go somewhere else to study!!!!!=(

i think i will puke if i eat anything now.. or drink anything.. the suggestion of the bubble tea makes my stomach churn!! stupid essays!!!!!

7:47 PM

October 21, 2007

hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs!! thanks for doing so much for me!!!

9:07 PM

October 18, 2007

i enjoyed myself a lot... thanks for jus being with me!!

3:20 PM

i love the ford.. and the ford love to be purple in color.. the road ahead is uncertain and i hope the purple ford will pull thru somehow..

10:49 AM

October 17, 2007

lots of feelings when i heard this song. knew the story behind this song makes me feel so sad after hearing it.

it doesnt matter how far we're apart
when you're a million miles away
in my heart you'll stay
cos we're friends always

this is for u.. it is hard for the both of us.. sorry for that..

8:46 PM

October 16, 2007

thank god u are around to help me deal with this. dun think i can handle the situation well.. i will just get flustered and scared.. hope 29 gets better. i was like damn scared when i received 2 phone calls from different ppl at like1 plus am telling me to go over!!! i feel so bad that i slept so early and didnt go over to talk and check on 29.. ahhh...

the fun thing was we sleep together in my room!! so fun!! like slumber party.. 3 to a small room and the inability to wake up the next morning despite 3 hand phone alarm ringing at different intervals... and then eating chips in the morning together while we are still in bed.. and talking random stuffs and laughing together. it is real fun!!! now my small got 2 beds (the 2 of them squeeze in a bed whereas i slp in mine..hmmm) !! but sooo cozzzy.. loving every moment of the time we spend together!! oh yah.. 2 small beds but lots of soft toys! hahha.. love love love love all of u!!!! BIG HUG!!!!!!!!!

11:17 AM

October 15, 2007

oops!! i did something so random today!!but sooo fun!! squasshieee is sooo random toooo!! haha.. thanks gal for accompanying me today!! hugs and pokes!!! he was shocked but luckily not angry when i told him.. haha.. whewww... thank God man!!! hope mummy wun kill me too!! hahaa... but i think she might though!! hmmmmm.... i am sooo random la.. cannot already, need to study and do essays and study for exams..

i know the reason why u gave it to me.. but i feel so guilty!!shd return to u though but hope u will not be offended..

8:31 PM

October 13, 2007

okay.. i am such a cam whore.. that cap belongs to Priya but i like it!!! so took and take pict!!! ahahhaha.. when pam is driving somemore!!! love the cap! 3 AUD!!! hahaha... harbourtown is jus crazy la..

went harbourtown shoppin with Rach Tan and Janan.. but on the way joined in Edward, Siwei, Malcom.. haha.. so funny la.. guys shopping!!

2:12 AM

October 11, 2007

i shd stop thinking too much. If u are not afraid, why shd i be? i will be strong for u!!

9:14 PM

October 10, 2007

gosh... sick again. cough and sore throat with headache everytime i slp and everytime i wake up and stomach ache after every single meal... no appetite,no mood to study cos head pain.. cough cough, throat hurts!! boohoo.. why sick again?!! so irritating!!!! sick still go out and eat ice cream and sing ktv and go running and stand in the rain, i am such an idiot manzz..

i dedicate all the songs i sing to u.. they speak of how i feel.. so emo emo of me!! but thankfully there is someone equally emo too. thanks for sharing and talking with me and singing loudly and crazily with me.. no worries mite, u will find someone better... well, we will find someone better.. haha.. i will pray hard for that.

9:46 AM

we are such monkeys la!!! went KTV, sing at the top of our voice, talk a lot with one another and forgot the time. and he parked his car at CPP which close at 1am and we left utopia at 2am.. decide to call for help!! haha.. thanks Jason for picking us up at 2am and thanks Pam for agreeing to drop us off at 6am in the morning to pick up the car!!! love u guys!! sorry we are so so so blur!!!!!

talking abt u hurts a lot seriously but it helps when there is someone to listen to all my rantings... thanks mite!!i enjoy k-ing with u!!! we got a free voucher!! haha... hurray!!!

2:34 AM

October 9, 2007

too many to drink. i regret some things i say and do. shit.. drinking is bad!!

sorry.my bad!know u are angry again. really sorryyyy =(

3:22 AM

okay.. some picts from the college ball..

3:10 AM

Hear me and listen to what i say. From my heart, and i swear to you that won't change. another sad story heard today. so strong, so filled with pride, so amazing and so logical.. why are we always hurt in a relationship?? the words to end everything is so difficult to come out and when it does eventually, it is the start of another phrase of sadness and pain. i dun wan to go thru that phrase again. and i think it is unfair for u to wait.. so i need to do what is right... So i say sorry first.. i dun mean to hurt u..

2:54 AM

October 7, 2007

she is coming too!!!!! happiness happiness!!!!no more 2 crazy gals telling each other to call him cos there is a she now!!!!! no more shaky legs and trembling voice everytime we are late.. the best news of the week!! can't wait to meet up with her!!! miss her toooooo.... love love u!!

10:26 PM

we ask each other, why is love so complicated? why can't it be something simple, kind, patient? why do one has to go thru so much jus to be together.. can't we jus fall in love, get together, get married and leave happily ever after? why in the process of falling in love, there will be tears, hurt, pain,anger,quarrels and lots more.. the small pebbles that we stumbled along the way are the real problems that will mount up to the big rock.

besides that, God spoke to me today abt offences and rumours.. suddenly i look at Pam and says, "he shd be here to hear this". Dun hold on to offences as it is not worth it cos in the end you are the one hurting yourself. offense is a trap that devil use to trap us. read Proverb 18:19, Matthew 5:21-24, Romans 12:17..

Repay no one evil with evil but overcome evil with good. yes, that is wad i tried to tell u..

4:40 PM

woohooo.. hot body,define aps, no disgusting hair on the body... the perfect body i am looking in a guy!! and i touch his body!! cooollll!!!

12:58 AM

October 5, 2007

I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

1:28 PM

October 4, 2007

the flowers are dead!! oh noo.. sad sad!! but the guru-holy-inspirational guy says this " flowers are meant to die just like your troubles. they don't stay long".. wah!!! i can't believe it came from you!!! okok.. shdn't be so bad since i am using your "quote".. but i am keeping the petals!! they are so nice... i kept them in the mooncake box.. hmmm.. with the pink ribbon tied around it too..

haven give u an answer. i am such a procrastinator but i need time to think..

12:47 PM

October 2, 2007

goodbye long fringe and hello to bangs!! i realise that i am not a gd hair dresser!! cos my bangs is a bit not too well done but oh well, i like the random-ness of myself!! woke up in the morning and decide to jus cut away everything.. whole dustbin filled with hair.. well, to THAT PERSON (u know who) who hates my long fringe, i got bangs again.. hurray!!!

why do i cut hair? only u know the answer.. oh man, u know so much abt me that i am scared!!

1:00 PM