October 20, 2009
And it is the end of acting.. I had fun watching the rest performing only to be splashed by red wine at the end of the performance - darn! luckily I am not wearing Ys's blazer - if not..... Had great fun - thanks Fiona for video-ing our performance =) at least a form of keepsake which I could show to my kids in the future.. =P
Moving out of Hampden House.. Moving over with the sisters to Wembly where we will be neighbour with kor and housemates with nettnett.. It will be pretty different and will be exciting if kor manages to buy GUITAR HERO! (time to pyscho him into doing that).. 4 crazy girls and 1 crazy guy living in close proximity.. We will be closer to Subi, Northbridge and Leederville yet further away from Uni, Broadway, Kongs, IGA and familiar grounds. kinda not looking forward for certain personal reasons yet feeling the excitment in my heart. We shall see how it goes next sem then..
Sch's ending soon.. crazy packing and settling the house before going home.. looking forward! =)
6:15 PM
October 11, 2009
I've heard a tale that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves.
How many times has he broken that promise?
It has never been done
Well I never climbed the highest mountain,
but I walked the hill of calvary
And just to be with you I'll do anything,
there's no price I would not pay, no
Just to be with you I will give everything.
I would give my life away.
Yeaaaa
I've heard it said that a man would swim an ocean
Just to be with the one he loves.
But all of those dreams are an empty emotion
It can never be done.
Well I never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea
And just to be with you I'll do anything,
there's no price I would not pay, no
and just to be with you I would give everything.
I would give my life away.
Yeaaaa
And I know that you don't understand the fullness of my love
How I died upon the Cross for your sin
And I know that you don't realize how much that I give you
And I promise I would do it all again
Just to be with you I've done everything
There's no price I did not pay, no
Just to be with you I gave everything
Yes I gave my life away.
Yeaaaaa
Just to be with you
Oh, just to be with you (3x)
To the Mission Field I will go and do everything I can for You.
To the Kids, I will give my all for them and do Your Will.
Because for me, You have given Your all... =)
10:58 PM
October 9, 2009
This caught my eyes - it was my feelings then but we grow up. Both of us will grow up and out of it.....
The silent way people drift apart, the way the secret smiles fade. The fights end in crying with no one to hold you. the way your world seems to collapse, but you know this isn’t the way its supposed to be.
YELLING AT HIM TO FIX IT. even though you know you did more damage than he did.
After the break up, the feeling of betray as you look at another guy. Knowing you shouldn’t be looking, you don’t belong to them. knowing he still doesn’t look at anyone but you.
When you hang out, the way his eyes watch yours,the way they say sorry, the way you know he wants to kiss you and make all the pain go away. Trying your hardest not to cry because he refuses to become a couple together.
Being completely in love with him. and him with you.
Being best friends.
Him thinking he is not good enough, so he wants you to find someone that is.
You refusing to find someone else because you want him.
The complications. The tears. The heartache.
The feeling of love through it all.
And just sometimes....
And so i wonder if you do still think about me.
And so i wonder if you do still love me inside somewhere.
And so i wonder if there will ever be another chance for us to tie the knot and never let go.
And so i wonder.
And so i wonder.
I never got the chance to say thank you. I know I'll never be given the chance to apologize even though I've apologized millions of times (i assure you i can apologize a million more just for you. let me apologize. I don't want to carry this burden anymore). i don't think i'll ever have the chance to do so. wherever you are. i hope sooner or later maybe someday,everything will be okay again.
3:23 PM
