May 31, 2008
my monthly pain. super duper painful this month.. trashing ard in bed, having cold sweats and shivers, pray to Him to take the pain away, pray to Him to send dear back from the hospital, exhausted from the pain, i fell aslp.. woke up with a pounding heart and a cramping stomach.. it is 5 45pm.. suddenly i thought dzz has left for spore..called dzz immediately, thank God, he just came back from hospital... rush down to my room.. his hugs, and his warm hands rubbing on my stomach, him not knowing what to do except to hug me and rub my stomach while i cry in pain, took the pain away - this hateful pain... thank you very very very very much.... =)
and so.. 2 weeks without you.. 14 days of going dining hall without you, 14 days of staying in my room without you visiting, 14 days of me slogging and mugging real hard without your encouragement, 14 days of not being able to see you everyday, 14 days of not hearing you arguing with me, telling me to study, asking me to watch movies with you, 14 days of not being able to hug you and hold your hand, 14 days of walking past your room without being able to get in, 14 days of not having you with me, 14 days of missing you, 14 days of waiting for you... it is just 14 days, 2 exercise classes (tues), 2 hot breakfast (wed), 2 church services (Sun) and you will be back!!! oh wells, just have to keep telling myself that...
4:38 PM
May 28, 2008
and once again, the hateful counting down and waiting.. the one thing i have to really learn.. to be able to tear myself away from you for a long period of time.. our "busy" period.. thanks for being with me when i am rushing all my assignments and giving me inspirations for my essays.. oh, and also enduring my erm irritating-ness... ooops!! hee.. but the better u are to me, the more i am unable to let u go away from me.. oh nooooo!! i am gonna hate the two weeks.. hope the two weeks really really fly and these two weeks will crawl!!
3:52 PM
May 17, 2008
Once upon a time, there is a bear called dzz-bear and a bee called bzz-wax.. They met in a place called Down-Under-Tommy. They are very very good friends and they hang out with each other a lot.. dzz bear loves to sing KTV so he asked bzz-wax to go with him one night... During the KTV session, dzz bear poured out his past romance to bzz-wax and bzz-wax listened to him the whole night and sang sad love songs with him... Slowly slowly, dzz bear and bzz wax became closer to each other..
At that time, bzz is a bee filled with love problems and dzz became her confider and will do his best to help her and to listen to her.. Dzz and bzz slowly began to like each other more. One day, Dzz decides to tell bzz his feelings for her and to his surprise, bzz felt the same way too.
Although the both of them are very different (bear and bee), they decide to give this relationship a try. They are happy together at first but as time goes by, they realised that both of them are indeed VERY VERY different from each other... the bear loves to lumber around and mix with other bears while the bee loves to stick to her bees and is a quiet person. the bear loves to talk a lot but the bee is always silent. the bear loves to show his feelings but the bee prefers to hide her feelings. the bear is more passionate and the bee is a rather cold queen..
Despite the differences, both the bear and the bee are still able to get pass and carry on the relationship.. However, it is a difficult phase for them as they both need to know how to compromise and fit into each other's community and they both need to learn how to trust and love each other without expectations. They quarreled at times and the bee cried a number of times for she felt hurt. The bear, being a strong bear, did not shed tears yet he felt the intense pain in his heart everytime she hurts him.. They talked to each other and tried to sort things out but sometimes the hurt is so deep that nothing could cure the heartaches except time.
As time goes by, with all the happiness and the sadness that this relationship brought to them, both the bear and the bee grew stronger - emotionally. Their knowledge of each other grew too as they began to learn more about the other party. They knew how to better communicate with each other and how to treasure the times spend together. They realise that they too have lots of similarities and they learn how to expand on the similarities so as to reduce their differences. Both of them really really put in a lot of effort for this relationship.
It has been 8 months since they have been together. Everyday, bzz wax will fly as close to the sky as possible just to be nearer to God and ask God to bless them and protect them and guide them in their journey with each other.
ps: i hope the ending is a happily ever after, but, i shall end with....................................................
TO BE CONTINUED!
9:54 PM
May 8, 2008
All well ends well... to the other bean, yours will too..
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes, a little righteous and too proud. I just want to find a way to compromise ,cos I believe that we can work things out - to you, the person who makes me sad yet happy...
10:58 AM
May 6, 2008
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
elmobeans being elmo again!!
1:49 PM
May 5, 2008
me is sick of making an effort for everything whereas u are just doing nothing at all.. thanks elmo babe for listening to me!!! hope yours will get well soon toooooo!!! glad to have u who happens to be in the same situation as me!! really really glad for you are the only one who can understand what i am going thru!!! two elmobeans in the same pods! we start out almost the same time, get into this shit almost the same time tooo.. wonder is it more than coincidence? oh wells, whatever it is, really hope to get well soon!!! and elmo, i am here for you!! to hug you, to listen to you, to go anywhere with you if you need me to! hugs hugs hugs elmobean!!
to that person who keeps poking me and getting poked by me all the time, thanks for making me laugh and helping me forget all the pain.. so sad that you will be leaving after this sem =( booo.. i will poke u more then! hee hee..
11:10 PM
May 3, 2008
viola's back at last.. pluck a few strings, played a few songs... hmmmm... i think i need to practice more already... tooooooooo lousy!
went Ikea with Gen and James (from German class) with Iris and her son and another guy with his mum (forgot the guy's name though) on fri... we had a learning german field trip to Ikea where we have to learn to name the furnitures in German.. pretty fun and the longest time i stayed in Ikea! ahah.. ooh.. James' driving is erm.. ahha... FAST and FURIOUS!!!! super exciting to sit in his car.. woohoO!!
watched Iron Man with Ben, Rishi and dear on fri night..haha.. went to Innaloo to watch.. pretty cool movie and definitely exceeding all our expectations for the movie.. haha.. next movie we gonna watch is ----- INDIANA JONES or as RE-SHE says "INDIA JONES".. haha.. Rishi and i are on this war now in which we are still deciding on who is the villain and who is the hero.. oh wells Rishi, i will give u one sem to poke me everyday!!! i can TAHAN for one sem!!! my graduation gift to u! haha.... ooh,. and thanks to Rishi and Priya, i am in love with BOLLYWOOD and the pretty ladies dancing and their costumes.. i wanna learn how to dance bollywood style too!!!!
explosion night!!! was fuN!! and meaningful!! really glad i went! took mei en's car and chatted with her.. first time talking to her and joking with her... super funny person! ahhaha.. glad she is gonna be our cell leader... oh wells... night didnt end really well though.. dun wan to elaborate.. toooooo tired! slp time.
5:13 PM
