July 29, 2008
dear God, i need your encouragement and your strength to talk to him again.. i really really need it desperately!!! i need his forgiveness and his understanding.. i need to end this stupid silent war thingy which has gone on like forever.. i must admit, i sort of miss his company.. so dear God, just give me the courage to face him all over again.. thanks You a lot!! Amen..
10:49 PM
July 24, 2008
we bought 2 beds and they are coming tmrw.. oh man! i cant wait to move in next yr... hugs babes!!
4:06 PM
July 23, 2008
it is the start of a new sem - been 1 yr since i stepped into Perth.. been 1 yr since i knew you.. thank You God for everything that u have given me, given us.
There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
There's a smile, there's a truth in your eyes
But an unexpected way
On this unexpected day
Could it mean this is where I belongIt is you I have loved all along
It's no more mystery It is finally clear to me You're the home my heart searched for so long And it is you I have loved all alongThere were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night without you
But now I know just who you are
And I know you hold my heart
Finally this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along
It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along
Over and over
I'm filled with emotion
Your love, it rushes through my veins
And I am filled With the sweetest devotion As I, I look into your perfect faceIt's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved
It is you I have loved
It is you I have loved all along
11:37 AM
July 10, 2008
the day i eat super a lot!!!! 10 swedish meatballs with chips and sauce, 1 slice of pizza, few pieces of wedges, 1 slice of cheesecake, a small cup of yogurt drink all in 1 hr 30 mins.. i am bursting now!! holidaying here can cause me to gain weight too! oh wells, a little comfort in not eating Singapore food...
8:13 PM
July 9, 2008
A change to my boring days in Perth - doing NOTHING everyday except to watch Tv shows, play with the kids, surf the net, eat and sleep.
Monday: Went to watch 'The Love Guru' at Belmont cinema.. dear got free tics.. haha.. must really say, i won't pay to watch this movie as it is quite brainless. BUT BUT, the movie is SERIOUSLY super duper FUNNY!! haha.. Mike Myers is really hilarious and Jessica Alba is REAL HOT!! and some of his 'teachings' are really inspiring..
After the movie, drove to Vic Park to look for makan makan.. We were still quite full from the popcorn and the drinks so we decide to walk around Vic park.. Whao! it is like really really COLDDD!! i was wearing a long sleeve and a jacket but i was shivering real hard.. decide at last to eat at a Lebanese Restaurant..
We had this lamb minced meat in a ball with salad and it is reallllly DELICIOUS! haha.. but the outer covering which is just fried dough is quite hard to chew and swallow. overall, ambiance is nice and food is GOOD!
Went to drink teh alia! wahaha.. didnt know Perth got one of my favourite hot drink!! super cool!!
yupz! it is quite yummy and gingery! mmmm.. warms us up in the cold!!
Tuesday: entertained myself in the morning when dear when to school.. decide to walk to broadway to visit IGA, Kongs and all the eateries there. spent about an hr plus there. Came back to tommy and watch TV and sleep.. haha.. slacker's life!! shiok! dear came back in the afternoon and he did his work till abt 4 plus.. then we went to the BEACH!! yes yes, we went to the beach in the cold wearing shorts, t-shirt and jacket (me), 3/4 pants, t-shirt (him). We went to Swanbourne Beach which is just next to Cotts. The water is realllly freezing cold! We just stood there and let the water freeze our legs.. haha.. The sky there is amazingly beautiful! No photos though! the images will stay in our mind forever. =) took a long long walk down the beach and chat chat a lot!! walked till it was dark and there are only us at the beach!! sweet!! *scary actually when we can't really see what is in front of us*
went to NB to eat at this Shanghainese Restaurant after that.. wah wah!! the hot and spicy fish slice soup dish is DA BOMB!! sooo SPICY and sooo DELICIOUS!! we can't stop drinking the hot and spicy soup.. quite expensive though (close to 50 bucks for only 3 dishes, rice and tea).. oh wells, i will still go back for the hot and spicy fish slice soup..
after that, went back for an early night.. =)
thanks thanks dear for these 2 days. thanks for spending time with me although u are busy with work. Really muchly appreciated! =)
4:23 PM
July 3, 2008
the moment my heart stop beating for a long time. i thought this is the end of everything.. i thought u gave up.. i wanted to hang up there and then.. i dont want to talk anymore. but i dont want to give u up.. i want to fight to keep u with me.. so i talk.. my brain has stopped thinking yet i still talk- random ramblings to keep the conversation flowing.. i thought, can i fulfil that fantasy of mine to replace the crack in your heart, to make u whole again? and now i know, no matter what, i can never mend the crack.. maybe i can make it less obvious, but the crack is always there, reminding you of the hurt, the pain, the love of the past, reminding me of how much u loved her, the many things u have done for her..
i am so happy to see u yesterday, to spend a quiet night with u, to see u after a week of not seeing you, to be able to talk to u after all the phone conversations. lean on me and i will be a pillar for u. suck all the happiness out of me if that makes u happier. take all my sadness away from me if it hurts to see me sad. i will be there for u whenever u need me, that is the only promise i can give u for now..
3:16 PM
We had this lamb minced meat in a ball with salad and it is reallllly DELICIOUS! haha.. but the outer covering which is just fried dough is quite hard to chew and swallow. overall, ambiance is nice and food is GOOD!
yupz! it is quite yummy and gingery! mmmm.. warms us up in the cold!!