June 25, 2008

i really really really really need to learn to not lean in anymore.. any closer is just gonna cause a disaster.. it is too much, i dun think we can take it anymore.. i think it is time to learn to control my emotions.. i need you so much it hurts when i feel i dun have enough of you.. okay.. i am sorry.. i am really sorry.. i dun mean to be angry over such a small thing.. give me time.. i just need a bit of time..

on a happier note, got my new lappie.. quite funky cool.. the screen is bigger, it is heavier, it is way cooler and not so old, it doesnt make a lot of noises, it has a mac feel (cos i dl all the mac thingy)... most importantly, it is from my KOR KOR!! thanks thanks!! thanks for giving me a 'be-earlied' 21st bday present.. ooh.. 2 exams over, went crazy with rachie and ophee!! housemates housemates.. i think we need to get use to calling one another the correct name!! =) sweet housemates. love planning everything with u guys. love shopping with u guys. love doing exams with both of u beside me. love talking to the both of u. jus LOVE the BOTH OF U!!! :P... friday is coming and the PARENTS are coming to town!!! oooohhh... fun-ness...

ps: someone is leaving!! hahaha... gonna do a farewell for him... cos HE has succeeded in making ME irritated.. oh wells, he entertained me for half a semester, should do something to make HIM REMEMBER ME!! wahahahhaha... anyway, really wish u good luck in whatever u do.. hopefully u get the job u really really want.. =)

8:56 PM

June 20, 2008

2 more days!!!! =) =) =) =) not even the stupid crime can destroy my happiness!!!!

When you come back all I wanna do is hold you
Have a blast even though there's nothing to do
Hold you close and look you in the eyes
So just come back and I'll tell you how I feel

cute song by pug jelly - come home soon....

3:44 PM

June 18, 2008

i was soooo busy studying that i forgot all abt it!!! 18th 18th 18th!! thanks dearie for remembering!!! wooosh! and thanks for that *present*!! love it sooooo much!!!! comfortable u! haha.. thanks thanks thanks for doing that for me..... hugggsssss!!!!! u are gonna be back sooooon!!!!! =)

7:18 PM

June 16, 2008

i had a bad bad bad dream.. which i dun want to have again.. =( gloomy day, gloomy weather, gloomy sleep, gloomy dream.. hope your side is not as gloomy as mine..

i like this pict a lot!! thanks Laura!!! =)

1:25 PM

June 14, 2008

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I`m young
For speaking out of turn
There`s someone I`ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They`re in their own place trying to make it right
But I`m tired of justifying
So i say you`ll..

Come home
Come home
Cause I`ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known
So come home
Oooh

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain`t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I`m just dreaming out loud
Until then

Come home
Come home
Cause I`ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oooh

Everything i can`t be
Is everything you should be
And that`s why i need you here
Everything i can`t be
Is everything you should be
And that`s why i need you here
So hear this now

6:48 PM

June 11, 2008

"i grown accustomed to your ways and no matter where i be it warms my heart to know that you are always here for me.."

dearie, i know msn sucks and trying to get a point across msn is not the best way of communication but 11 more days till i can see u again.. thanks for skyping with me every night.. (L) you!! =) and thanks babes for studying with me, slping over, watching tv shows, laughing, eating.. heart all of you!!

"i have learnt we share a destiny and no matter how good others may be, no one cares like u care for me... cos deep down inside, i feel u are a part of me.."

"you make me feel warm and safe and give me hope for brighter day"

2:46 PM

June 9, 2008

当你选择了云的距离
就这么自私做个决定
冲破天际飞去
排山倒海崩塌的回忆
也许无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以纠结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋

i remembered i heard this song with you in Eutopia.. both of us really like this song so much that we started to sing despite hearing it for the first time.. i heard this song again today. reminds me of you... awww.. i miss u!!!!

11:20 AM

June 5, 2008

i will be strong - for u and for myself.. sorry for being so emo-ish.. luckily u are not emo-ish if not there will be 2 water taps flowing.. hee.. thanks for spending time with me even though u got presentation due on fri.. jia you with the presentation dear!! dun be too stress out by it... after fri u can really really go back and REST!! to prepare yourself for the next stretch!! hee.. happy for u..

and erm erm erm erm.. enuf of emo-ish...happier topic - KOR KOR!!! thanks for the early 21st bday present.. and apparently mummy agrees to the present.. haha.. cant wait for it to arrive.. HUGSSS!! Thanks for reading my mind with regards to what i want.. hahaha..

BABE!! me is sooo happy for u!!! cant contain my excitments!!! and we are sooo happy today becos ............ (i will tell when everything's confirm)! hahaha... exclusive eh..

extreme sets of emotions running thru me.. sadness and happiness.. only the winner gets to dominate my body for the next 2 weeks.. i wan happiness to win so God, pls pls pls, help me with that... i need Your strength!!

1:24 AM

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