July 22, 2007
moving into hostel today!! excited and scared!! my meals are all taken in a big dinning hall (somewhat like a boarding school).. pretty scared if i got no friends, then it will be weird as i will be taking my meals alone!!!=(
next week there is no tutorials so all my lectures start at 9 30am and ends at 12pm... and i got wed and fri free!! haiz. so i will be super super bored next week.. no wii games to play and no kendrick and chelsey to keep me company.. haiz.. luckily got a straight bus to their house so if i am really really sick, i think i will jus visit them.. but still, i got to learn to be independent and i am learning.. eg, take chelsey to her pokemon party and she stayed there with her friends whereas i went shopping alone... quite boring to shop alone and eat alone but i guess people here dun stare and make u feel uncomfortable.. instead their are quite a number of people eating and shopping alone too.. feels weird but well, i need training on that..
well well..it is my choice to be here so no regrets.. gotta be more thick-skinned and make more friends.. *keeping my fingers cross*
4:46 PM