August 30, 2007
i received bad news from singapore... it left me completely speechless and stunned.. suddenly i remember his crappiness.. all his lame jokes and how he used to disturb everyone in class.. how we used to train together for drills with all the uniform grps.. how he is always so happy go lucky and smiley and how he always make sure that ppl ard him are happy.. suddenly an unexpected msn message, "XXXXX passed on on 27 Aug. Go check out his friendster for the tributes". I was already shocked when i saw the msg.. When i saw all the tributes, i cried.. I do not know the reason why he committed suicide... But if i had the chance to talk with him again, i will want to tell him that in this world, no matter how much troubles u have or any obstacles that u faced, there are still people who love u a lot.. think of ur family, ur friends, everyone who left tributes for u, everyone who are sad to see u go.. u are not alone walking in this world, u have ppl who really cared abt u and really loved u... u have ended ur own suffering but ur ending is the start of the suffering for ppl who love u..
i am so sorry i can't attend ur wake.. truely and sincerely i would wan to but i am overseas.. i can only hope that u will be happy wherever u are and that u are missed by so many ppl here.. i hope u rest in peace.. u are a gd gd friend to me and u make my secondary school days so fun.. rest in peace and be with god..
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