January 31, 2008

i think i sleep so much that i am having insomnia now.. it is not easy to fall aslp at night anymore... sigh sigh!!! by noon time i will be damn tired and so will take a nap..and the nap can last 4 hrs..hahha.. seriously, no wonder i cannot slp at night.. well well, mcdreamy and greys and bailey are here to accompany me thru my sleepless night.. cheers to Grey's!!

and countdown countdown!!! 1 more week to CNY.. 2 more weeks to CNY!

okay... ktv-ing and bowling and cotton on time! latersss!!!!

9:02 AM

January 29, 2008

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

2:32 PM

January 26, 2008

went KTV-ing with the babes!! love them soooo much!! had sooo much fun singing fun songs!!! really different singing KTV with them!! haha... cos we all sing together!!! and of cos funnniee songs!!! they are the one thing i will really miss when i go back to perth!! so we are gonna meet up again b4 i fly off!!!! more bitching, more poking fun at each other, more stories to tell, more high and craziness!!!

from left: Sonia, Joanna, me, Josephine, Kate!!! =)

reach home ard 12 45am.. mummy is angry as usual!! but thanks to kate's bf, we got free ride back!! both of them sooo nice to send me all the way to my blk downstairs.. thanks a LOTTT!!

talked to dear dear till like 3 plus am!! haha.. he got insects like cockroaches and beetles in his ROOM!!! ewww.. gross!! and he is setting traps to capture them!! 2nd present he is gonna get from me is bygone!! (1st present will be air fresherner cos he got a personal bathroom in his room)... hee heee... and we talked abt random stuffs like aussie slangs!! and the interesting incidents that happen in hospital... heee.. and he is going BIKINI PARTY tonight!! at metros again!! *shakes head shakes head*! luckily he got long weekend to recover from late nights...

12:47 PM

January 25, 2008

i will be singing lots of KTV!! with different grps of friends... woohoooo!!! cant wait cant wait.. and hopefully can go for the cycling trip in P.Ubin!! had fun with joreen and minghui the last time!! then it will be CNY!! then then then i will be packing my stuffs,ready to go back to perth!!! to seee my mcdreammmmyy!!! oooohh.. and oafie and i were talking abt packing our luggages as soon as possible so that we have the going back to perth mood! hahaha... jus like how we pack sooo early when we were preparing to come back to spore!! heeheee..

australia day is tmrrrr!!! dear gonna have FUN!! and ABKK is getting his citizenship.. congrats congraats!!!

1:49 PM

January 24, 2008

u called back u called back u called back!! woohoowoohooo!! happinesssss happinessss!! heard your voice after a week.. really really had fun talking to u!!!! really really make me sooo happy!!! oh noooo!! 1 more month.. cant wait to check out your private bathroom too!! and 'kope' all the movies that u have dl-ed!! wahahaa!!! i miss u miss u miss u miss u!!!

had lunch with squasshhiiieee today at raffles place!! i found circular road!! yay yay!! then can go eat gary's bak ku tey soon!! haha..

going gym.. going gym.. going gym.. but first, i need to force myself to wake up earlier!! wahahahaha..

7:11 PM

January 23, 2008

cheongsum shopping is tiring!! yes... shopping for half a day is super tiring.. janey and i ended up drinking large ice milk tea at Mos Burger and slack there and talk.. we realise we need lots of MONEY if we want to buy dresses we like!! and we also realise assets might not be such a good thing! wahahahahaha...

it has been almost a week since u left! time really passes by.. maybe it is becos i have been filling up my social calender.. going out with different grps of friends almost everyday.. trying not to think so much abt u.. but i still miss u... hmmm hmmm.. well well.... 5 more weeks then b4 i can see u again!! i think going by weeks is better than goin by days cos too many days already! wahahaha...

9:27 AM

January 19, 2008

the last day of work!! hurrays hurrays!! went pubbing with pam, ame and ophe... was really really really fun!!! we chill at BK before heading to the Clinic to chill and to have fun.. ophe and i had 2 maragrita each (2 strawberry to start up and then peach and lime respectively) and ame had the mango maragrita whereas pam had shirley temple.. then we decide to eat "calamarleee" and fries.. and we started singing calamalee song..

our first round of strawberry magaritas, shirley temples and mango magarita

peach and lime magarita

took lots of picts too! but i am too lazy to upload them here...

the night ended well.. we sang all the way from clarke quay to raffles place.. well, we walked and sing and dance and laugh!! it is really fun hanging out with u babes!!! more k!! we earn money then we go mambo and try to dance like mambooos! hahha. 'square roots!!' haha..

11:32 AM

January 18, 2008

Fergie Lyrics
Big Girls Don't Cry Lyrics

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town

I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

2:22 PM

it is indeed funny when 2 families meet... urs and mine.. hand shaking,small talk,pleasant smiles.. hahaha... i cant stop laughing.. that lighten the mood b4 u went in.. well well.. as both of us say, one more month only, pass very fast one.. i am really hoping it pass real fast.. was nice talkin to dear's parents and bro.. 36 more days b4 i see u again!! dun lose too much weight or i wun recognise u anymore!!!

9:25 AM

January 14, 2008

the same feeling as perth.. i hate myself for feeling this way.. it makes me so vulnerable.. i dun use to be like this.. and i dun like the way i am now.. so dependent.. thanks squassshiiee for encouraging me and cheering me up..thanks plalala for listening to me.. i need to be stronger!!!

monday is always soo bluey... now we dun have internet.. no computer.. jus phone.. and we are sitting at random places.. not together anymore.. cannot chat anymore.. no more slacking.. we are on the phone the whole day.. except random visits to the rest room and the pantry..

hope this week faster pass cos of work but i dun wan this fri to come becos of u.. it has become a habit- and addictive habit- an addiction which cannot be cured.

9:34 PM

January 13, 2008

no matter how many thousand times i read this book, this particular scene never fails to make me cry.. the true feeling that the wife has for her husband

there is only one man in my life who has ever made me happy - he who is out somewhere in the dark, he who is good to me and whom i revile; who understands me, and whom i push off; who can make me laugh and i choke it back in my throat; who can hold me, at night, so that it's warm, and whom i will bite so there is blood; who keeps learning the games we play as quickly as i can change the rules; who can make me happy and i do not wish to be happy and yes, i do wish to be happy

whom i will not forgive for havin come to rest; for having seen me and having said yes, this will do; who has made the hideous, the hurting, the insulting mistake of loving me and must be punished for it

who tolerates, which is intolerable; who is kind which is cruel; who understands which is beyond comprehension...

yes, some night i will go too far and i will either break the man's back or push him off for good....

Every time I look at you the world just melts away.
All my troubles, all my fears, dissolve in your affections.
You've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am...
And when I fall you offer me a softer place to land.

You stay the course, you hold the line, you keep it all together.
You're the one true thing I know I can believe in.
You're all the things that I desire, you save me, you complete me.
You're the one true thing I know I can believe.

I get mad so easy, but you give me room to breathe.
No matter what I say or do, 'cause you're too good to fight about it .
Even when I have to push, just to see how far you'll go, you won't stoop down to battle... but you never turn to go.

There are times I can't decide, when I can't tell up from down.
You make me feel less crazy, when otherwise I'd drown.
But you pick me up & brush me off, and tell me I'm OK.
Sometimes that's just what we need to get us through the day.

the song which compliment the scene and both of them never fail to make me cry.

3:42 PM

January 12, 2008

OMG!! great achievement for me today!! haha.. i watched a horror film with dear at cine.. wanted to watch love in the time of cholera at first but the film only start at 9 30pm and dear got to meet his brothers so we decide to watch body #19... in which, thank god again for tissue papers, which i used to cover my eyes!! and thanks dear for his arm tooo... somethin for me to grab to when the scene become scarier!! haha.. the movie was a scare but after the movie, dear left his handphone in the cinema!!! which is scarier cos the person who helped him search says he cant find the phone.. haha.. luckily they let dear in to search and thank god he found his phone.. haha..2 scares in a night..

before the movie, we met in chinatown for lunch.. and we walked around chinatown.. gosh!! went to these rows of shops that sell such classy accessories, clothes etc which i really really really like!!! but they are allll sooo expensive.. i need super super a lot of money b4 i can really get those stuffs!! sigh sigh! haha.. ate roast duck, a small bird (dunno wad bird, dear also dunno, jus know quite nice), char siao.. yummmy!!! haha..

gonna miss u!!! =(

10:56 PM

January 11, 2008

the fringe is back!! thanks to aunty ann who cut my fringe for me!! the only hair dresser whom i trust my fringe with!! gosh.. wonder wad will happen to my fringe if she stops working.. hahaha... well well.. one whole week of work has passed!!! hurrays hurrays!! *pat pat* to plalalalala and janeyjane and myself for survivin the boring and mundane work!! and of cos *pats pats* to ophhhheee who is all alone in her co and we can only chat thru msn or facebook!! poor her!!! this week pass pretty fast.. maybe cos i am working and after work, too tired to do anything so jus come home and slp! haha.. even the meetup on wed with hooi, ame, ophee, pammmmy, anthony and rachlum ended early cos everyone was tired and jus wan to go home and rest!! it was fun meeting up with them though.. laugh too much, laugh too loud.. hahahaa... ooohh.. and the highlight of the week is KRISPY KREMES!!! thanks to hooi who lugged 2 boxes of krispy kremes back for pammy and me!! BIG THANKS!!!

time is passing rather fast... u will be leaving on Sunday.. luckily this whole week didnt meet up with u cos i guess really need to get use to not havin u ard.. haha.. more independent eh!! chatted with shi fu with regards to relationship. haha.. really praying hard for u and your happiness..

well well well!!! monday start work again.. hopefully we can get more luck!!! ps: we can get to have a real GOOD MEAL (FRENCH, ITALIAN etc) IF we hit the TARGET!! haha.. wad motivation for 3 greedy gals!!!

ps: i will post something abt bosses next time (as requested by squasshhiee.. her post on bosses is interesting! haha..)

10:32 PM

January 8, 2008

it feels weird to bump into someone whom u thought u will never see and wun even want to see again in your life.. and then there is the staring competition between us.. and then there is jus ignorance.. u didnt change at all..

10:25 PM

the crowded train, the dripping wet hair in front of me, the squezzy people, luckily no smelly ones yet, the walk to that familiar place, the waiting at the control station- it brings back memory.......

too tired to talk after work...... jus zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

6:46 AM

January 5, 2008

bought a new camera with dear!! haha.. both of us using samsung camera now!! coolness.. like the colour (black) and the shape (not that squarish) and the images that the camera capture (quite natural and rather sharp)... dear is looking more like chinaboy with his cool caps!! cute cute!! luckily he dun have ching cheong eyes...

4:55 PM

January 3, 2008

taken with dear's new camera jus b4 cinderella returns home.. wahaha.. note the hangers of clothes behind us!! . that belongs to cinderella and family!!!!

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh!!! 11 more days!!! gonnaaaa misssss uuuuuuu looooottttsss!!!

3:32 PM

January 1, 2008

my personal countdown starts today.. 13 more days to your departure.. after that i will start another countdown.. hahha... how many more days before i can see u again..

11:48 AM