January 13, 2008
no matter how many thousand times i read this book, this particular scene never fails to make me cry.. the true feeling that the wife has for her husbandthere is only one man in my life who has ever made me happy - he who is out somewhere in the dark, he who is good to me and whom i revile; who understands me, and whom i push off; who can make me laugh and i choke it back in my throat; who can hold me, at night, so that it's warm, and whom i will bite so there is blood; who keeps learning the games we play as quickly as i can change the rules; who can make me happy and i do not wish to be happy and yes, i do wish to be happy
whom i will not forgive for havin come to rest; for having seen me and having said yes, this will do; who has made the hideous, the hurting, the insulting mistake of loving me and must be punished for it
who tolerates, which is intolerable; who is kind which is cruel; who understands which is beyond comprehension...
yes, some night i will go too far and i will either break the man's back or push him off for good....
Every time I look at you the world just melts away.All my troubles, all my fears, dissolve in your affections.You've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am...And when I fall you offer me a softer place to land.You stay the course, you hold the line, you keep it all together.You're the one true thing I know I can believe in.You're all the things that I desire, you save me, you complete me.You're the one true thing I know I can believe.I get mad so easy, but you give me room to breathe.No matter what I say or do, 'cause you're too good to fight about it .Even when I have to push, just to see how far you'll go, you won't stoop down to battle... but you never turn to go.There are times I can't decide, when I can't tell up from down.You make me feel less crazy, when otherwise I'd drown.But you pick me up & brush me off, and tell me I'm OK.Sometimes that's just what we need to get us through the day.the song which compliment the scene and both of them never fail to make me cry.
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