January 14, 2008
the same feeling as perth.. i hate myself for feeling this way.. it makes me so vulnerable.. i dun use to be like this.. and i dun like the way i am now.. so dependent.. thanks squassshiiee for encouraging me and cheering me up..thanks plalala for listening to me.. i need to be stronger!!!
monday is always soo bluey... now we dun have internet.. no computer.. jus phone.. and we are sitting at random places.. not together anymore.. cannot chat anymore.. no more slacking.. we are on the phone the whole day.. except random visits to the rest room and the pantry..
hope this week faster pass cos of work but i dun wan this fri to come becos of u.. it has become a habit- and addictive habit- an addiction which cannot be cured.
9:34 PM
