April 19, 2008
the wish to be home where i can walk into the piano room whenever i want, open the piano lid and immerse myself in the music.. i am sick of reading and reading and reading and reading just for one essay.. the lack of inspiration is not helping!! i need to play the piano or the viola but none of them are with me now!!! i can feel myself becoming easily irritated by little little things.. NOT good at all!! maybe i shd just slp and dun care abt anything.. sigh sigh...
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