May 31, 2008
my monthly pain. super duper painful this month.. trashing ard in bed, having cold sweats and shivers, pray to Him to take the pain away, pray to Him to send dear back from the hospital, exhausted from the pain, i fell aslp.. woke up with a pounding heart and a cramping stomach.. it is 5 45pm.. suddenly i thought dzz has left for spore..called dzz immediately, thank God, he just came back from hospital... rush down to my room.. his hugs, and his warm hands rubbing on my stomach, him not knowing what to do except to hug me and rub my stomach while i cry in pain, took the pain away - this hateful pain... thank you very very very very much.... =)
and so.. 2 weeks without you.. 14 days of going dining hall without you, 14 days of staying in my room without you visiting, 14 days of me slogging and mugging real hard without your encouragement, 14 days of not being able to see you everyday, 14 days of not hearing you arguing with me, telling me to study, asking me to watch movies with you, 14 days of not being able to hug you and hold your hand, 14 days of walking past your room without being able to get in, 14 days of not having you with me, 14 days of missing you, 14 days of waiting for you... it is just 14 days, 2 exercise classes (tues), 2 hot breakfast (wed), 2 church services (Sun) and you will be back!!! oh wells, just have to keep telling myself that...
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