August 10, 2008
in one night, everything i believe in this relationship came crashing down. now there are only 2 choices left - make it or break it. i can't choose anymore so God, choose for me.. i surrender everything to You.. make this decision for me.. this shall not be what i want but what You want for me. Be my source of strength for i have none left. Carry this burden with me for i am too tired to do it alone. thank You God. Amen
Am i holding on to something which doesn't belong to me anymore? suddenly everything is wrong, everything i have done seem to be a mistake.. . heal my heart and make it clean, show me how to love like You have loved me.
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