The uneasiness that starts the moment you say you are still going over to see him. The inability to put a finger to my growing uneasiness and the feeling that I have not done something important. The urgent need to talk to you and to call you. The hatred gnawing at my soul - how can you look at her and tell her you love her? How can you face her when she does nice things for you? How can you hold her hand and hold her heart when you have NO RIGHTS to? It is over sweetie. It should be over long time ago but I am glad it is over now.
Find rest my soul In Christ alone Know His Power In Quietness and Trust Thank you God, for ending this torment of hers.
8:00 PM
It's Me
Cynthia Xie Xingjia
22 and growing up
Virgo
viola and piano
traveling around
being happy
family and friends
knowing You
